Once again I'm struggling with decisions. We got some news which did NOT make me happy, but at least it's spurring me to get moving on something (namely my writing!) that I've been dormant about. I've actually joined a writing group, so hopefully through that I'll get some ideas about what to do once I'm done. Motivation is not a factor right now because I'm terrified my world is going to come crashing down on me (financial-wise only, thank goodness), but I hate working without a guarantee of something happening once my part is finished.