On my second morning of being SAHM, I am cooking my kids waffles and sipping on coffee. Nowhere to rush off too, no yelling because Ian has misplaced his shoes AGAIN and we have to leave in 5 minutes so I can make it to a court hearing... In short, it is bliss.

There have been some annoyances: Terminx calling while I was at the zoo asking where I was because we were scheduled to have our insulation done today (turns out the woman in the corporate office figured since I was done with work they could come "any time" after the 28th and I would be here), then I get a letter that the hospital has put me into collections for missing one payment since Roo's birth. Really? But, all these things would have happened with me working anyway, so it was nice that I didn't have to also worry about my job on top of it all!

I've been thinking about my co-worker a lot, and I've come to the realization that I just don't chose care. It's my own fault that I fell into thinking she was a friend again, so in essence I've been angry at myself. That stops today, because I can't really fault myself for wanting to see the good in people versus the bad. At this point I can chose to let her actions hurt me, or I can recognize the nasty side of her personality and chose to never talk to her again. Since I know the people who need to know and the people whose opinions really matter think highly of me despite what she's said and, in essence, disbelieve what she's said, it isn't worth my energy to question it.

I'm looking forward to a day at the Aquarium with my friend and her kids. It's going to be a great day!