Some days I feel useless, and then other days I feel like I really have my mojo on. Yesterday and today were mojo days for me, and I actually left work feeling pretty pleased with myself. I got a lot of nice things said about me, and it was by people I thought were clueless that I was even an employee there, LOL!

Had a nice night last night at dinner, then had another viewing of New Moon. Unfortunately when we left the theater they had closed off the rest of th mall, so we had to heft ourselfs alllllll the way round the outside of the mall, freezing, to get to our cars. That sucked! I also realized that I'm getting old because I can't see worth a damn driving in the dark, and I made a wrong turn and almost killed myself driving off the road. Perhaps I should get that checked or something?

I'm struggling with something right now. I completed something that will really help my family out if we're approved for, but I am having a really hard time hitting "send." It's a sort of pride thing, but not really. I'm not sure why I'm struggling so much, but I have to get over it and do what I have to do for my family. I'm a big girl now, and it's time to start acting like it.