I just took a long nap. Roo fell asleep around 3pm, and Ian decided he wanted to lay down with me so I jumped at the chance. Roo was up a lot last night because of her teeth (I think it was her teeth anyway), so a nap sounded great. Ian's still asleep so he's going to be a bear tonight, but he obviously needed it. I'm not waking him.

I had the strangest dream. I dreamed I was pregnant. I took a HPT with the blue +/- sign and it was positive. We were in shock, obviously. Sean was upset, and all I could was think about how 3 kids were going to mesh with the life I'm trying to create. I was happy, but I was concerned about money, moving backward instead of forward... Then I went and picked a pink dye, double-line HPT and it was very very negative. I was a bit sad, but more relieved that it was so plainly negative.

In thinking about it, I've come to the conclusion that this dream was a clear message from my 'inner' self telling me that I'm done having kids. I've known that we're physically done (there have been measures taken), but I was worried about the mental part of me. Now I am sure that I am content with what/who I have. My family is finally complete and I can actually put my energy into appreciating it instead of try to create something more than what is here.