I'm feeling better today, thank goodness! I had to miss a party I was looking forward to last night, but I think it was better that I didn't go because I still felt pretty bad for most of the evening.

Today we went to a festival at Ian's school and we had a blast! He got to play games, go in jump houses, and he won a ton of prizes. After that we had lunch with my parents, then we came home and I got to study a bit. Now I'm getting ready to have some sangria and watch Twilight again.

I'm wrestling with something right now and it's consuming most of my time and my energy. It's something that will afford me the possibility of staying home like I want to, for a few months at least, but I'm feeling selfish and scared about making it a reality. Do I have the right to take such a big chance when I have a family to think about? Do I?