Well, I'm glad I didn't get too excited about what I thought might happen. Just like always, it looks like it wasn't "enough." It's never enough it seems. It's never enough to move forward, never enough to make it worth-while, never enough to pave the way for me... I'm still waiting to speak to 1 person, but I know that they're going to tell me the same thing which basically boils down to "Sorry we can't help you now, but maybe in the future...."

Too bad. I really thought that, for once, I could be ahead of the game. I really thought it might finally be my turn!!!

Ah, well. Back to the reality of my life and back to trying to find a way to make my dreams a reality. I'm glad I didn't let my heart get too excited this time; I'm pleased that I've finally learned how to keep that little piece of me separate and safe.