I haven't written here in a while because I can't. There is only one thing on my mind, and it makes me sick every time I think about it. I've been having stomach pains for 2 days now, and every time I look at my kids I start to cry.

There has to be a better way...

I would be nice if I had some support from my husband, but he doesn't seem to care at all.

This "suffering in silence" shit sucks.