Blah. I am so annoyed. I won't go into details because it's always the same song and dance.

I would like to say, however, that the people that say "Money isn't everything," and "Having money doesn't mean you're happy," are the very people who actually have money.

We had the chance to possibly do something/get something better than where we are but it looks like, once again, we can't because we don't have the initial money. I'm getting used to this ending to all of my stories.

I'm getting tired. I'm getting tired of being patient for money to come in, tired of worrying about  it, tired of worrying about what's going to happen next. I've been positive, helpful, supportive, trusting, faithful, and it's still as hard as it was on day one (almost).

What do I have to do? Where am I going wrong? Why is is so freakin' easy for some people and so hard for others?