I'm so frustrated. I know what I want and were I want to be, but I don't know how to get there! I can't figure out how some people have all of these opportunities laid out for them and their biggest problem is choosing which one to experience, while I sit here completely stuck where I am. I've been stuck for a while now, and while most aspects in my wheel of  life began spinning forward at an exciting speed not so long ago, there are two spokes that are bent and continue to make my journey forward almost impossible.

I'm trying so hard to find an even keel in work and with my relationships. I'm trying to figure out if I'm expecting too much from each area, or if I really should keep my expectations where they are. I can't decide if I have some sort of inflated sense of self worth and I'm cutting people out of my life for the wrong reasons, or if I really have so few people in my life for the very good reason that I deserve better than what I'm seemingly getting. The same goes for work.... It feels like where ever I turn I'm getting cut off at the knees and I have absolutely no idea how it all began.