Tomorrow is my Mom's appointment with the oncologist. She got her pile of films from St. Joseph's today and is ready to meet the masses tomorrow.

Every night I do a treatment for myself with the same purpose, but I think it's time to do some treatment work for my Mom. I've put her name in the prayer box at church so they'll be doing team treatments for her at the Church in San Diego for a full 30 days, but I think I could do some good for her as well. So far almost all of the treatment work I've done has had positive results (I started small, LOL!), so now it's time for me to spread my wings and try to tackle bigger things.

This is a big week for my family. A lot of our future's are going to change, for better or worse, by the end of this week. I'm trying to remain calm and positive because I know worrying won't help, and I do have pure Faith in my heart. It's a start.

I'm amazed by the people who have reached out for me during all of this, just as I am amazed by the people who didn't. I am continuing the promise I made to myself to not speak badly of people, to not create negative energy and outcomes by words and thoughts, but sometimes it's hard. There are times when I want to see people suffer and ache, but then I remind myself that it is not my job to change the path of people's lives, nor do I want to give people the power to affect my life and happiness. People will get what's due in good time, and not before. I can, however, hope that I can be around to see it!