A few things happened this week that made me realize that I've grown up a bit in the past year.
There were a few incidents that occurred and, instead of being as furious as I would have been before, I was saddened. However; I did a lot of thinking about these happenings on an individualized basis, and I came to the same conclusion about each circumstance-- I decided that it's "O.K".
Funny as that sounds, that's a huge step for me! Anger has ruled a lot of my reaction in years past and I'm happy that I was able to basically pass over that emotion this week. I was affected, yes, but it only took me a little while to view the situation(s) from afar and to realize that I am happy in my life and that these peripheral instances were only a blip on the bigger screen of my life. It seems that I've finally "got it": As long as I'm happy with myself and with the life I have, the other stuff can just fall away...
I'm sure I'm going to continuously be tested, but I tried putting myself and my family first this week (as I've constantly been working on for the past few years!) and I found that the anger I felt towards others didn't last because I just didn't care as much as I thought I did. I'm not sure what changed, but I'm glad that my heart seems to be catching up with my head!
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A-Ha Moments
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Re: A-Ha Moments
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jen
on Sun 07 Dec 2008 04:46 PM EST | Permanent Link
I've noticed that I am getting older when I look in the mirror and my boobs are sagging down to my waist (lol).
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Inner Ramblings of My Mind
on Sun 07 Dec 2008 06:10 PM EST | Profile | Permanent Link
Yeah, I mentioned that a few times to DH too! I hate sitting down and having them rest on my knees when I'm not wearing a bra...
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Spice
on Mon 08 Dec 2008 09:26 AM EST | Permanent Link
Jen you've got me giggling over here.
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