This week has been really tough. The first week home was good- Roo seemed to sleep in nice long stretches so I woke up feeling great... And then something changed. She sleeps for hours during the day, but at night she's up and wants to be held. I remember this from Ian, and I can say that I'm thankful that this little one doesn't scream constantly while awake!

I find myself up the most from 1am to 3am. We watch TV, sit and read a book, or I just stare at her as she makes those cute little faces and squeaking noises. I can't help but marvel at the fact that this little person was inside of me not 2 weeks ago! Her little nose is so kissable that I'm surprised she has any skin left on it from me giving her Eskimo kisses and such, and her hands are just amazing! They are so long and slender that I'm pretty sure I'm looking at a quarterback, or piano player

Unfortunately, I feel very cut off from the world. I try to sleep from the moment I drop Ian off at 8am until I pick him up again at 1:30pm (which I find doesn't work very well because the doorbell keeps ringing from solicitors!). After I pick him up I spend a minimum of an hour doing something with just him, and then I try to clean the house up and/or cook dinner. By the time Sean comes home I'm almost delirious from lack of sleep and fall in to bed as soon as I can. Doesn't leave me much time for socializing! Not to mention the fact that I'm even more exhausted because the past few days we've had A/C repair people coming in and out all day long so I haven't been able to sleep. The worst of it will be tomorrow because I have to be out of the house ALL DAY while they install the new unit. I think I may go to the movies, but I'm not sure yet.

Hopefully next week will bring better things. I'd like to at least talk to my friends some time soon!