Now that the kids are in school again for the year, I can get back to a more organized schedule of writing, thank God. I am tired of feeling guilty that I’m not writing, and then when I am writing, feeling guilty that I’m not spending time with the kids.
My first official “back to work” day will be Friday when I meet with my beta reader for The Elements. I cannot wait to hear what she thinks of it! Good or bad, I’m ready to hit it hard
Ugh. I think editing is it’s own special kind of hell. I find every excuse to not do it, and when I do, I struggle. I struggle with plot and changing some of my characters without affecting their voices. I worry that I’m changing too much and making the story completely different than the one I loved, and I worry that I’m not changing it enough to make the changes I am making effective.
I need to finish it, but I’m afraid that I’ll do it a real disservice if I continue working on it while in this frame of mind.
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I am so annoyed with myself. The whole writing process is so individual, and I found that in changing my original work in order to fit in someone else’s mold has really changed the finished product into something I just want to be DONE with rather than something I’m excited about.
Why is it so hard to trust that our inner intuition and drive is going to lead us somewhere better than our minds try to take us?!
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I’m still editing. It’s torture, but I got a lot of excellent feedback when I asked for it, so it would be pretty pointless to ignore it all. There are a few plot changes I’m making, but I’m trying not to make it too drastic for fear the character’s initial personalities might get lost along the way. I’m toying with two ideas (one of which I’m not as much toying withso much as smashing it into submission), and that makes it very slow going and painful.
Editing blows weeds.